Believe you me
People in my life have been hounding me and hounding me to try to find a woman. But believe you me, I’ve been looking… sorta… well actually not really. I actually stopped looking for a woman after my last short relationship. However the prior 3 relationships have also helped in the decision to not seek a life partner till I was really ready or till one fell into my lap or till there was love at first site. Sadly there was love at first site back in 1989. It didn’t last long cause of the stupid things I was doing then but it truly was love from the both of us. Ever since then all the women in my life have been short lived. That’s why back in 2000 I stopped looking for love.. cause I was the go to guy during their need for space from their other. Which ended it for us as soon as I found out.
I’m a kind-spirited soul that longs for another kind-spirited soul so we might be there for each other all the time. Just like our grandparents and their parents. Where respect for each other in happiness was highest priority after true love.
So, where am I going with this you might be asking yourself……… My sister has been telling me for years, check out eHarmony… bleh, friends say check out eharmony… bleh, my 91 year old grandmother has changed her hellos to me as of lately, Everyone see’s grandma loosing her mind slowly on a daily basis but yet she knows I don’t have a woman in my life yet! And she tells me all the time she’d love to be able to wear her wedding dress one more time. She says go to church and I’ll find love there. Well I already know I can get nothing but love in a church, but I’ve felt very strange entering the church to worship like always nowadays since mom’s passed on. I really don’t understand the heavy sadness I feel upon entering the church since then. It’s not so heavy when I’m with grandma and other family members. I’ve been really wanting to go back to the same church my papa attends, but alas, that’s in a different state. I do however enjoy listening to some of the people on the radio and to Way-FM.